In this shocking <I>New York Times </I>bestselling memoir, La Toya Jackson pays heartfelt tribute to her legendary brother Michael's tortured soul and offers unprecedented insight into the troubled entertainer's tragic destruction. <P>La Toya Jackson was always closer to Michael than anyone knew. Now, she sheds light on the intimate moments she shared with the beloved pop legend and unveils the disturbing behind-the-scenes dealings that she believes foretold his death. Like Michael, La Toya experienced an upbringing that made her vulnerable to exploitation, and her own journey led to hell and back at the hands of her former manager and husband. Here, in vivid and candid detail, she reveals the most painful episodes of her deeply personal story and explores how anyone—regardless of fame, fortune, or status—can be trapped in a cycle of abuse. La Toya ultimately found the courage to break free, rebuild her life and career, and reconcile with her close-knit family. Her unforgettable story will touch the hearts of millions of fans and inspire anyone who feels as if there's nowhere to go that it <I>is </I>possible to truly <I>start over. . . .</I>