An edgy and intimate glimpse at what one girl will do just to be the life of the party.<BR><BR>Before, I was never the life of the party. I was the reliable one. The one no one had to worry about. The one no one had to think about. I was the one that everyone could ignore.<BR><BR>Until that night, when everything changed and I finally became <i>someone</i>. Someone special. Someone memorable. Someone Carson might actually care about...<BR><BR>But the cost of being <i>someone </i>is more than anyone can imagine. For every moment, there’s a price to pay. For every party. For every choice made. For every kiss.<BR><BR>Living a life of <i>pure</i> <i>ecstasy</i> might be no different from not living at all.